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Archive for July 1st, 2008

Aren’t we all

When I was really young I could never watch a Cameo video, the lead singer used to give me nightmares.  Now I can groove…

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T.

Hands off sister

I’m MAD this heffa has her paws all over my husband to be.lol.  You nevermind, he don’t know he and I are to be wed.  It’ll happen!  If Tila “the slutbag” Tequilla could get a show, then there’s always a chance for Idris and I!

T.

oh damn

Is there anything better than looking at this man?  I mean really, I’ve wanted to rip this man’s clothes off for at least the last five years. He is such a specimen of excellence.

          

 T.

Tuesday’s Pick

Rock City - Losin It

T.

will it ever be over?

heartbreakIt’s 2am and I’m about to finally hit the sack.  I’m of course suffering from lack of sleep yet I can’t get my eyes to stay shut. Yesterday was a strange, oddball kind of day. I started out chilling with mi familia and in the midst of it all there it fu*kin was.  Out of the blue I get an email from my ex, and after an hour of utter an sheer ambivalence, of course - I opened it.  It was short and light hearted and yet it fu*ked with me emotionally. After everything this man put me through (and it was quite devastating) I suddenly felt a pang of inconceivable sadness and yearning. How do you suddenly stop loving someone after years of being together? Will I ever be totally rid of this man once and for all?  A lot of people are able to be friends with their ex’s even after traumatic breakups but I don’t know…  My rational mind knows that on so many levels that would be a devastating idea that would only end up causing me more pain. But I miss him.  I genuinely miss the friendship and camaraderie in which we shared. I miss the way he made me laugh uncontrollably, I miss allot of things. He was my friend and I miss him. I miss him so much it physically HURTS.  How do you ever let go of your first love? This bites. Feel like crying right now …ahhhhh. I will not cry. I will not cry.                Read more »